Life sucks,,,,,

Moving into the new apartment..... $500.

Supplies needed for new apartment....$100.00

Husband/boyfriend telling you he wants to "move on".... priceless.

No, not a VISA ad, just life. And life sucks. The bottle of Xanax is screaming "take me", but I won't. I won't let my life be determinded by a younger person who hasn't figured their life out yet, although they should have. Why did he pick our moving day, into our new apartment, our new life, to tell me this?

Anyway, the move is completing today, without the essentials we need to live, but we just have to make it to Friday when J gets paid. Wish me luck, and F*ck Visa.

I don't want to jinx it, but.....

I dont' want to jinx it or anything, but I think we just found a place to live, and could be living there tomorrow evening, or Saturday at the latest.

Unfortunately, this may mean a (hopefully) short lapse in my posting, as it will take a few weeks to get all the stuff hooked up in the new place.

It's not the greatest place in the world, but it has potential, and most importantly, it's a great price.

I haven't heard back about the job, but they said today or Friday, so let's just think they are carefully (and in awe) reviewing my resume and deciding to hire me on the spot.

Its really close to Justin's job, which is great because I think I will be working about 15 minutes away, (unlike my previous 45 minute commute). So once again, everyone keep their fingers crossed please, and I will update when I can. And read your blogs when I can. And hopefully my next post will be so full of happy crap that you will just be envious as hell. Ok, at least you'll be happy of hearing my whine, and I can start bitching about things that really matter, like WalMart employees who call me fat (I'm not, not that there's anything wrong with that), angry joggers (remember that whole thing), or inappropriate erections (go through the archives, it's there, but don't say I didn't warn you when I say you probably don't want to read it.)

pssst! check it out....

I actually posted twice in one day yesterday. Amazing. I'm not saying the first one was anything special, my it's been a while since I've done that.

I wouldn't get used to it, got a decent job lead today, and may even be starting Monday. Don't know yet, more waiting, of course.

Failing

Not that I have been pondering failure alot lately, but check out Failblog for some really funny stuff. It made me feel better, and it made me laugh.
A few samples......

(this is why i get lost all the time.....really.)

Just keep livin' man, jk livin.

Thank you, thank you, thank you to the people responsible for Xanax. (NO, I don't really listen to the little voices, except when I hang around my midget friends.)

Without Xanax, I would have seriously hurt numerous people before today.

Couple of good job leads today, and I talk to someone in the morning about a cool new opportunity back in my old Training and Development field, (and it pays well), so wish me luck.